A Binge Win, a Realisation and more Study to come!

A Binge Win To Me!

Last night I was chatting to a friend on facebook about 'excess skin' from weight loss and it raised alot of emotions that I thought I had dealt with but now know that I still have more work to do.  The next thing I know I was scoffing down one of Glenn's Almond Finger Bars and a Packet of Bacon Shapes that I took out of the kids snack box and if that wasn't already bad enough I went searching through the cupboard and found a can of sweetened condensed milk!!

So I'm sitting here shoving spoonfuls into my mouth (straight out of the tin) and I decide that I like it better cold so head back to the kitchen so I can put it in a container pop it in the freezer (quicker than the fridge) and eat it later.  In the meantime I would find something else to munch on. 

As I am walking down the hallway I hear a voice say "what the hell are you doing?".  So I enter the kitchen walk straight to the sink, turn on the tap and put the tin under the water and there goes the remaining 3/4 of the tin down the drain rather than in my belly.

I can't even begin to tell you how proud I am of myself....I have never been that strong before - normally I start the binge and I just keep going until its all gone.  Oh and not to mention the wasting of food!

A Realisation!

Todays Daily Challenge was to write down one thing that you love about yourself...

At first I thought "Oh great here goes nothing" but then I stopped and really thought about it and I realised that there wasn't just one thing in particular because I just love being me!  Sure there are things that I would like to change and am working on but overall I wouldn't want to be anyone else but ME =)

More Study To Come!

So I am currently enrolled in the following courses:

Certicate 3 in Fitness (Group/Gym Floor)

Certifcate 4 in Fitness (Personal Training)

Certicate 4 in Therapeutic Massage

Certifcate 3 in Nutrition and Dietetic Assistance

Yoga Teacher Training

NOTE:  I don't know what I'm going to do about my Yoga course at the moment, not because I don't like it but because I just can't afford it. Finances are really tight here at the moment and in order to finalise my graduation I would need to pay $950. Also I had planned on driving to Woodend once a week for the Teacher/Training Class but the cost of petrol put an end to that. I am so frustrated that I am still trying to get this course finished, especially when I am already teaching and am good at what I do! Oh well if its meant to be then it will be and in the meantime I will keep on going.

So anyway, as I was awarded a $1000 grant (yay) for Mum's Returning to Work which expires on June 23, so today I enrolled in more classes which I will start once I complete the ones I am currently doing!

Certificate 4 in Business

Certificate 4 in Training and Assessment

Diploma of Remedial Massage

Diploma of Fitness - OMG who would of ever thought!

I am so excited and just a little stressed LOL!

Well that's it from me for tonight, I am exhausted and my legs are still feeling like Jelly from this mornings PT session - OMG Squatting Calf Raises are a BIARTCH!!

Hmmmm, BIG has only just started and I already have tears streaming down my face - so confronting!