I'm in a bit of a reflective mood at the moment, perhaps its the fact that October is here and it feels as though I have blinked and missed the past nine months. In saying that though, I know that they definitey existed...I have the battle scars to prove it and the happy memories too ofcourse!
The boys are on school holidays at the moment - which I LOVE! Most of the past 11 days have been so laid back and relaxed that tonight I have a feeling of 'we should of been, should be, doing something...anything!'. Why is it that I am feeling uneasy about the down time, that is, has been, so beneficial and much needed for all of us? I kind of feel lazy in someway and yet I have worked, studied here and there and kept the house in order and cooked healthy meals and all that other usual mummy/wifey stuff that I actually like doing. Mind you, even that has been smooth sailing.
Perhaps its the pessimist in me but it almost feels like the calm before the storm. LOL, can't win can we? On one hand we wish for things to slow down and on the other we question it when it does.
Something in between would be good, a balance between the calm and the storm. And there it is the key to everything...balance!
Anyway, just felt like sharing!
Remind me to come back and read this when I'm holding on for dear life in the storm wishing it would pass - haha!
